Many people have different ambitions in life so the word ambition would have different definitions, depending on whom you ask. For me ambition is burning desire to achieve goals or succeed. Ambition related to dedication, motivation and time. i have been fall in love in dentistry field since I was 12 years old. The interest arose when I started to go for a dental check up at government dental clinic. Frankly, I do have an uneven teeth where both left and right side of my incisors move forward a bit and make me uncomfortable with it yet lower down my confidence level when communicate with others.

              I went there because I thought that I should have made an appointment to wear braces and fix those uneven teeth. For some people they might seems my case doesn’t really give much troublesome or negative effects to my health condition but it does effects  my confidence level and appearance. As we know, government dental clinic took years for us to finally put on the braces with few appointment need to attend back then. I have been  to the clinic  after UPSR examination and wished that I could wear it during secondary school and it end up I have received no call from the clinic until my family and I transferred to Terengganu.          



     I don’t really give up so easy. So I decided to make a new appointment in health clinic at Air Jernih Kuala Terengganu and still hopping that I could wear it within nearest time. Every time I went to the clinic the doctor asked me ‘why do you want to wear braces? Your teeth look just fine’. This kind of question didn’t really lower down my spirit to put on the braces. After went through some appointments, I finally got a letter asked me to meet specialist in orthodontics. At first I was so excited. Unfortunately, on the appointment day the specialist was not there because she was on out station. Then a dentist came and gave a looked, commented about my oral condition and we had a little talked .

back then when i was form 3, without braces :D

              The journey of putting on braces really need a lot of patient, and frankly I do love seeing dentist handle the dental tools. From that I knew that government is now lack of specialist. Starting that day, I dreamt of being one of the specialist in dentistry so that I can help Malaysians with their oral health especially orthodontics where I will try my best not to take a longer time for those are waiting to wear braces once I become the orthodontist. And made a several survey on private clinics, i tried my luck at Klinik Gigi Permata whose the owner is Dr. Abdullah one of the specialist in USM Kubang Kerian. First met he wanted to make the mould teeth so that he can examined and took next steps to to make it straight as i wish.  

with braces on , do i look different ? 

             Papa received a call from Dr. a week after the first meeting. He told that i need to do tooth extraction since my upper teeth dosesnt have any space to move and make it even. So i've lost 2 of my premolars for the upper part. sobs sobs.Supposely i can wear braces a week after the tooth extraction. Since the clinic is in my hometown so i've to wait for the next month to put it on.The day tht i've been waiting for so long. It took about an hour and a half for Dr. to completely put on the braces on my teeth.It really need lots and lots of patient when putting all those little things on your teeth. The feeling after i had it, i felt like something was pressing my tooth and of course i felt weird at the same time.About a week i force myself to eat porridge or anything made of liquid. And i must said big no no for solid foods. ops ! i think i'm too engross writing this entry without even realize it's might be bore to be read. Thank you for reading peeps ! much love from me muah 

mould teeth, it isnt mine. Tq mr. google 

My Foundation Life

Assalamualaikum dan Hi semua ! its such a great feeling to write a new entry since dah lama tinggal blog agak-agak berhabuk tak ? After dpt result SPM terus senyap. heee i'm so sorry sbb tak update blog berkurun lamanya. toink toink ok lets get started.After i've got my SPM result terus busy nk update upu la, filled up some forms etc kan kan kan ? And guess what saya dpt offer futher studies dkt matrik kulim Kedah and UNIMAS. So i decided to futher studies in UNIMAS in Life Science kos, the main subject is biology since i'm in love in tht field.



Okay lets just skipped into the MAP days yg amat menyeksakan. Dapat tidur sekitar 2AM dan terpaksa bangun pukul 5AM. Abg & kakak LOs semua tegas sampai orang lain yang kena denda, diri sendiri yg menangis eh shhhh. Like old saying said, ' being cruel in order to be kind '. Seniors semua buat mcm tu sbb nk latih semua utk adapt dgn life in asasi. Frankly, asasi is a bit tough for me but maybe for some other students they can easily cope with it. Homesick tak payah nk cakap laa kan, baru kene tinggal dh banjir dah bilik. Tak pernah duduk asrama apetah lagi berenggang dgn family.



Next, asasi dkt UNIMAS best eps utk student hayat sbb sem 2 ada Biology Trip dgn group PBL masing-masing.Rapat dgn pbl member sejak awal pbl session baru syok nk pergi trip sama-sama *winked. And we PBL G6 H3 need to go to Kubah for the trip. Experince hiking ramai-ramai dalam hujan paling tak boleh lupa. For the first time jgk pakai rain coat hehe.



 Semua gigih mencari insects utk dimuatkan dalam poster nanti.Other than tht, dpt jadi mentee Sir Ridhwan paling best sbb dia suka bwk mentee pergi national park mcm Bako, Kubah, Gua Angin.You're lucky enough to have sir as a mentor. He's super kind ok, time raya haji kiteorg yg tak balik semenanjung terjah rumah sir msk spaghetti , meatballs. Berasap-asap dapur sir.Paling rindu nk main kayak dgn princess Hawau. Setiap ptg hari jumaat after bio lab terus plan nk pergi kayak since kayak dkt kampus barat.Semua gigih tunggu bas, kadang-kadang kalau bas datang lambat semua main basketball dulu.I've alot more to tell u guys about all the precious moments there. But takut nanti jd novel pulak hihi. Tq for reading. Bubyee * waving hands

Princess Hunter 

                                     

Favourite basketball mates

SPM RESULT IS COMING OUT

Assalamualaikum wbt, Hi there ! it's been decade since my last entry haha. i've been enjoying my 4 months of holiday by doing nothing. Hey yea, please tell me whoever dont bore when you need to keep ourself lock in house all the time while others going out to school and work.  Muahahaa i might die of boredom. Back to topic, as one of the spm leavers. Of course i do feel nervous about my up coming result. " Can I make my parents proud of me ? " . " Can I score straight A's like others did ? " . " Can I make my ambition come true ? ". Those question keep lingering on my mind and they left unanswered.

As we know, the result will out this thursday on 20/3/2014. I leave everything to Him. Hoping that He grants my du'as, wishes and hopes because nothing else i can do right now is praying like nonstop. He knows the best for me. I'll always keep those words in mind " Everything happens for reasons & also Allah's wills " . Be patient, be a good servant of Him, do follow all the sunnah and stay away from bad.Whoops my heart is racing and my limb chilled like snowing here just to wait for this thursday.

 Frankly, i cant stop myself from remembering about it although i keep myself busy with movies and also house chores as i'm the only maid in the house hahaha. Ok i should stop babbling now, hope us the spm candidates 2013 will get flying colour results, make our parents , school and friends proud of us. In sha allah, amin . And last but not least, Good Luck guys !! May Allah ease everything and give the best for us in this world and hereafter. Oh heee not to forget, wish me luck too. See you soon. bye. i'm sorry if there's some grammatical errors pop up. "Allahumma yassir wala tu'assir. Rabbi tammim bilkhoir"

End of high school

Alhamdulillah it has come to the end. Although we had gone through the hard times.Frankly, i'm missing them.What else could i describe my feeling as i'd been staying in this family for a year, made me to know them very well and started to get closer day by day.Hoping that all of us wil get 9A + SPM 2013 and make our MAMAZita, family and school proud of our achievement, in sha allah ! i wish i could stay with them more longer, read newspaper everyday and having some riddles on silly things .Went to night classes was one of the superb experience :') Haha i'd to admit that i'm the most sensitive among them who always cry upon petty thing. Do i act like a baby ? peek-a-boo  haha.Shame on me.Luckily i have them to persuade me whenever i was crying. Thanks guys ! for cheering me up through this year. I'll never forget your genuine friendship and hope that we'll stay together and loves each other until forever.Couldnt tell it more bcs my tears is trickling right now.GOOD LUCK buddies ! Lets praying and asking more from Him bcs He knows what is the best for us. Dont miss me yea :D 

Form 5

hey ! assalamualaikum >< wazzap girls. semua sihat ,alhamdulillah klu yg sakit tuu sila-sila rajinkn diri makan ubat & rehat-rehatkn diri okay.. jgn nk menghadap laptop jee :) school holiday is coming soon, what's your plans to fill the leisure time . uhuks please dont say u're going to sleep 24/7 hours like a poola bear , no ! im sure students who'll sit for huge exam like pmr @ spm gonna sacrifice thier holiday by attending  tuition classes & polish the weakness of some subjects as do  me :( hoping my mom will let me to enter it . amin !

cant wait for 2013 where im gonna be one of the spm candidates & i must study harder & smarter to pick up all the A's , hopefully i'll achieve an excellent result. Then, my parents & family will proud of my success. insyallah ! Best Of Luck Marhainis.Frankly, im eager to know more about abroad university .On one fine day after i got a flying colours result i'll continue studying in oversea :') dear friends do pray for my success in SPM, may Allah repay all your good deeds :D there's a lots of grammatical errors in my entry , im sorry for it cause this's my 1st entry in english.. im not so good in it & i'll try to improve yea :) thanks for reading this. Assalamualaikum

khas untuk Awak :D

Assalamualaikum ! hye :D alhamdulillah hari ni sy berjaya menghabiskn exam final year . yeappy yeappy ! ringan cikit beban dibahu.Harapan bahawa akan mendapat result yg enak utk dipandang , insyallah akan ku perbaikinya dr semasa ke semasa utk memperoleh result yg gempak pd SPM 2013 .Aamiin !

Sy sebagai tuan empunya blog ini, memohon maaf andai ade terguris perasaan, terkasar bahasa, tertengking, termarah.Awak, sy maafkn segala dosa awk sy dh halalkn segala makan & minum awak hopping the best form u.Sy doakn awak berjaya menggapai impian & cita-cita awak ok :).

Di sini juga sy ingin berterima kasih atas jasa baik awak kerana sudi berkawan dgn sy, walaupun bnyak halangan. terima kasih juga atas segala layanan yg awk berikn dan terima kasih kerana muncul dlm hidup sy walaupun sekejap. dan sy berharap awak akan maafkn segala kesalahan sy. walaupun susa utk dimaafkn tp apa kn daya kita kn maksum tak akan lepas dr membuat dosa . May Allah bless all of us. Aamiin. Terima kasih kerana menjadi masa lalu sy :') semoga awak bahagia menjalani kehidupan dgn org yg tersayang . Selamat Tinggal . Thanks For Everything  :D . Assalamualaikum

Choir

*choir team*

Assalamualaikum !! hey ya , wazzup sorry lama dh x update blog quite busy w the curriculars activities haha :) how's ur day ? is it nice ? haha mestilakn sbb ade kwn-kwn yg happy-go-lucky . Hopefully korang pon happy2 selalu ye jgn tinggal solat & rajin2 kn diri utk wat revision ok !

ahaks bg nasihat kt org bole diri sendiri malas nk sentuh buku ><" tettttt kantoi .Untuk kwn2 lama kt seri raub , tengku kudin , smk mahmud tuu GOODLUCK for this coming exam ! break a leg yaw :) Readers yg bace entri ni pon doakn sy ye mudah-mudahan masa jwb nnti tenang tanpa sebarang halangan . Aamiin.

ok jom story mory ckit :D tuuu gambar dekat atas tuu mase kiteorg ade competition choir dekat sk sultan sulaiman II . Alhamdulillah practice pagi petang siang malam our team got 3rd place :) frankly i miss the choir them ! miss the naughty2 girls , karoks time . awwww :) bubyee prettys have an awesome day w le family,friend